Happy Birthday J
Happy 19th birthday! I can’t believe it’s been almost three years… I still miss you like crazy. I can just imagine all the crazy shit you’d have going down the next couple of days to celebrate. I know everyone says that time heals everything, but I feel like I miss you even more now. Everytime I find a Red Sox game while I’m flipping through the channels I always find myself stopping and watching for a few innings. I’m so happy you got to see them win the world series. Texas made it to a BCS bowl game this year… they’re playing Ohio State in the Fiesta Bowl. I’m sure you’ll be watching from up there. Everyone is home from college now, so it’s like high school times all over again. I wish you could be here. I ran into Mrs. Kauffman the other day.. oh boy did that bring back the memories! All the times we screwed around at track practice and in gym class, and she would always get so mad yet it was so funny! I still have the video we made with my ghetto ass video camera at our indoor track meet in Decatur.. it still makes me laugh. I just thought I’d drop you a line and wish you a happy birthday… I know you’re doing it big anyway! RIP bud. I love and miss you so much.
“Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life aint always what it seem to be
Words cant express what you mean to me
Even though youre gone, we still a team
Through your family, Ill fulfill your dream
In the future, cant wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When its real, feelings hard to conceal
Cant imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you
Its kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where Ill keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just cant define (cant define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still cant believe youre gone (cant believe youre gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living youre life, after death”
